Archive for March, 2006

tapos na

Thursday, March 30th, 2006

sa wakas, dumating na ang araw na pinaka-iintay. tapos na ang last day ng final exams ko. one last requirement for credit and my second year in law school will be reduced to a memory…whether it’s a good or a bad one, only my grades will tell…buti na lang talaga ngayon, sanay na ako sa ganito - yun bang aral ka nang aral tapos malas ka sa exam. araw-araw, nag-pr-prepare naman ako, kaya in fairness, matino-tino naman ang recit kahit pa’no, pero malas lang talaga sa exam. haaaay, kelan kaya dadating yung araw na ok naman ang performance ko sa exams? yun bang maipagmamalaki naman? may mali yata ako talaga sa pagsagot. or may mali sa pag-aaral. or baka over-rated lang ako dati. baka naman bobo pala talaga ako. ayoko mag-self-pity. as i said, medyo sanay na ako sa ganitong sentiments, calloused na ako actually.

haaay…kung totoo man ang karma, sana ma-offset ang kapalaran kong ito ng kapalaran sa bar. at sana rin, may good effect ang pagiging bar ops head.

at ngayon namang tapos na ang sem, ito naman ang dapat isipin. ano kaya ang gagawin ko this summer? here are my choices:
1. mag-intern sa…(in the alternative…kumbaga, alternative obligations)
a. isang law firm (i’m setting my sights on pecabar)
b. isang NGO (gusto ko yung center for small entrepreneurs)
c. ipagpatuloy ang trabaho kay rudi
2. mag-advance lessons ng ano? ewan pa. anu-ano nga ba ang sure na subjects ng evening class sa 1st sem ng third yr?
3. pumuntang donsol
4. manood ng mga dvd’s ng mga films na hindi ko napanood
5. magpapayat nang konti
6. mag-general cleaning ng apartment
7. at syempre pa, bar ops work
8. planuhin ang game plan ko for the next years of law school
9. gumimik with friends whom i haven’t seen in ages
10. mag-reflect about…

bitin. mwahahahahaha. i’ll keep it that way for now.

and so i’ve been tagged…

Friday, March 24th, 2006

o, sanne, pinatulan ko ha! :)

10 people you find sexy
1. mike (para kapag sumagot sya, number one din ako dapat sa list nya. hahaha)
2. piolo pascual
3. dennis trillo
4. alfred vargas
5. cameron diaz
6. julia roberts
7. my mom (yes, my mom’s pretty sexy, petite sexy)
8. diana zubiri
9. matthew perry
10. brad pitt

9 people you would invite to a special party
1. mike
2. mij
3. zih
4. kils
5. lalai
6. ralph
7. jober
8. sanne
9. benj

8 sure ways to get your attention
1. Crack a funny joke (a corny one will do).
2. Laugh at my corny jokes as well
3. Wow me with your tech-y gadgets.
4. Laugh at one’s self.
5. Be comfortable despite long moments of silence.
6. Be a people person.
7. Be goal-oriented.
8. Be a man/woman of your words.

7 pet peeves
1. attached men and women consciously flirting with someone else (ditto!!!)
2. selfish spoiled brats
3. KJ people
4. horribly bad breath
5. self-rightous dudes
6. super horny maniac guys
7. arrogant people

6 persons you look up to
1. daddy
2. mommy
3. boss rudi oviedo
4. boss bryan wong
5. boss tanya tan
6. PK

5 random things about you
1. I’m a really bad liar. I rarely get away with lying. So I don’t lie na lang.
2. I have this unexplainable phobia of live chickens.
3. Super mababaw lang ang kaligayahan ko and even though i’m a tech-y person, I’m not really materialistic.
4. People think I’m really masipag but actually, I’m lazy and my favorite hobby is sleeping. And when I’m asleep, it’s very difficult to wake me up.
5. I’m really OC with my files sa computer, with my files sa school, sa work, with planning (palaging may cost-benefit analysis, may critical path). Pero I’m super makalat naman talaga.

4 most romantic songs
1. Forevermore
2. Ikaw ang Tunay na Ligaya
3. Minsan Lang Kitang IIbigin
4. Ikaw ang Lahat sa Akin

3 places you want to take a vacation in
1. europe (go backpacking!)
2. boracay (never been there)
3. CDO (and visit my relatives there)

2 turn-ons
1. a warm and genuine smile that could light up my day
2. funny, witty, interesting conversationalists

1 unforgettable moment
1 lang? di ba pwedeng marami? kulit. hehehe.
cge na nga…i remember going to this sand bar called white island in camiguin. i was so problem stricken then yet everything around me was so beautiful that i forgot about dan gat, forgot about my stupidity…ganun. sa ganda ng paligid, nakalimutan ko lang ang lahat.

i’m tagging…
mike, likha, oscar, fiona, chevi, lee, ate che, peach, everyone else who’s dropped a comment in my blog…heyyyy, patulan nyo ‘to ha, puhlease? :)

life will go on…

Tuesday, March 14th, 2006

the current hot topic in our batch right now is the possible dissolution of one or all of the sophomore blocks. attributed, perhaps to excusable oversight of past decision-makers, who probably weren’t able to foresee an impending scarcity of resources (faculty and budget for utitilities), the possibilities are as follows:
a. one block - either the one with the least number of students or the one which gets picked in the raffle gets dissolved, and the students will be scattered among the 3 remaining blocks
b. all blocks get dissolved. everyone will be signing up anew for three junior blocks in the day class next sem

while a lot of my batchmates in the day class have vehement objections to the thought of the dissolution of blocks, their block more specifically, i have less popular views re: the matter.

i remember my undergrad years when the blocks in BAA were also dissolved. in our course, our grades in most subjects were based on papers that we do with a group. thus, it was important to find groupmates that had work ethics and temparaments that you could live with. in our third year, we already had our groups, yet the block system was still dissolved. some of us had to find new groupmates (that included me). looking back, i am quite thankful that happened because when everyone re-grouped, it seemed that the groups were better suited to everyone’s personalities. we were able to get to know more batchmates, which enabled us to widen our horizons a wee bit.

what’s happening to our batch right now is similar but then again not totally on all fours with the aforesaid situation. in law school, grades are not based on groups. not even based on the digest pools that one has. they are rarely based on the performance of a block as a whole. thus, when it comes to grades, it doesn’t really matter at the end of the day if one is in a block or if one is an “international student”, who doesn’t have a fixed block.

if in case the blocks get dissolved, it won’t be the end of the world.

i understand that in a block, one finds friendships that last for a lifetime and even beyond (case in point, my dad’s friendship with his law school buddies that has extended to the next generation even). in a block, one finds a family in law school, where he could freely make those recit boo-boo’s without having to worry about how his classmates find his less than stellar performance (so the only worry would then be the low grade that he will most probably get if the prof’s not merciful). yes, one’s block is indeed a comfort zone.

but one can’t be in his comfort zone forever. if this were the case, one would not grow as an individual and fail to see the merits of other people as well (kasi sila-sila na lang ang nagkakakitaan). as life has it, it is inevitable for one to be forced out of his comfort zone by some sheer circumstance is inevitable. and maybe this administrative oversight is THAT SHEER CIRCUMSTANCE.

it’s not that am calloused and that i don’t understand the sentiments of those who are staunch advocates of the preservation of their respective blocks. it’s just that for me, there are other pressing matters at hand.

so what if a/all block/s get dissolved? life in malcolm hall will go on. and so will life elsewhere. if a block gets dissolved, that block is even fortunate to have experienced being with more people. in terms of networking this is a plus. and if all blocks get dissolved, it will be a chance for everyone to start anew.

the challenge here is CHANGE MANAGEMENT. how well could these law students adapt to change? one can’t blame the admin anymore for what happened in the past (if there is indeed something to blame ‘em for). that won’t get anyone anywhere. what’s been done has been done and the focus should now be how to make the most out of the situation at hand. maybe there has to be a paradigm shift in everyone’s minds and instead focus on what’s ahead…on what’s next and be more forward looking.

the only thing that would and should matter now is that the admin ought to have fair standards for such a decision. i guess we, as students, ought to give them the benefit of the doubt & the good faith that’s due them that they know what they ought to do and will do what’s best for the studentry balanced with the pressing needs of implementing austerity measures. after all, they have wisdom of the years, don’t they?

i know this is an unpopular viewpoint and i just hope that no one throws tomatoes at me for trying to think out of the box.

so slow…

Thursday, March 9th, 2006

i do not wish to malign anyone’s reputation. yet i just wish to rant and tell this story.

intro:
a number of UP law students, a handful of which included a couple of my blockmates and me, have been so fervent and absorbed in the fight against proclamation 1017 and the quest to help protect civil liberties. the past few days, we saw to it that we exercised our right and freedom to peacably assemble. we participated in the silent protest in front of malcolm hall, in the noise barrage and short rally all over the UP Diliman acad oval and in a way, somehow risked our safety in the action of CLCL (concerned lawyers for civil liberties) in the edsa shrine. it was during the last assembly that GMA lifted her proclaimed state of national emergency. however, we, students of the law knew (and know) that we weren’t even in the final frontier of our battle. a case against the proclamation, as well as general orders 5 & 6, was pending in the Supreme Court and last tuesday afternoon was the schedule for the oral arguments of the case in SC…and that’s where my story begins…

the short slow story begins:
a couple of my blockmates wanted to witness our professors argue and defend civil liberties in the Supreme Court. the “show” was slated to begin at 1pm last tuesday, and we had a class till 12. somehow, i managed to pull the courage to ask our prof to dismiss us early so we could witness the proceedings. fortunately, our prof obliged. we were dismissed more than 30 minutes earlier.

the short slow story unfolds:
thanks to some (hopefully unintentional) delaying tactics of some of us, whom i figure weren’t really that interested to watch the oral arguments and just merely disregarded the fact that some of us were really intent in witnessing such historical proceedings unfold before our very eyes, we somehow managed to leave school 30 minutes later. it was as if the prof did not graciously oblige to our request. not surprisingly, we weren’t allowed to go inside the Supreme Court. para tuloy kaming mga basang sisiw o mga preso na nag-aabang lang sa may gate - nag-aabang sa wala…and we paid cab fare for that nothing (i am a self-supporting law student pa man din! at nagtitipid ako!)…and just wasted time. precious time. sayang, had i known we couldn’t have gotten in, i could’ve used that time to study na lang (as one could infer from my other posts, i have limited time and lots of things to do so i better manage my time well talaga).

sad thing was, we could have had a bigger chance of getting it had we arrived 30 minutes earlier. grrrrrrr. naturally, i wasn’t the only one who was pissed off. but i don’t want to be the one to tell their stories.

post script (a.k.a. some thoughts):
haaaayyyyy…i just can’t understand how some people could just be so slow. so slow to act. so slow to decide (indecisive ba). so slow to comprehend that he/she may be causing inconvenience to some. i can’t understand how some could be thoughtlessly inconsiderate and unapologetic at that. yet, in the spirit of patience and tolerance, i think i need to be a little bit slow as well…slow to anger. and yes, even slow to speak. and judge. oooh…but i’m not perfect. i’m just human. and occassionally, i have a temper too. haaaaay…to be humane…shucks, this just proves i need God’s help & grace so much. (and this is an entirely different topic, which i may delve on one of these days…but for now, i have to catch some much needed sleep)

photos!!!

Thursday, March 9th, 2006

friends, i have a flickr site where most recent photos are uploaded (including barkada photos in the 10th UPRHS batch ‘96 reunion & the recent rallies of UP Law against 1017)

visit & check out: http://www.flickr.com/photos/lobit/

just a caveat: i am no pro, though.

speaking of pro (although, he prefers to be tagged as an amateur who shoots with his heart rather than with his lens…naks…) mike also has some really nice photos. check them out at: http://www.flickr.com/photos/mgserrano (zih & kiko, your photos are there)